After my Puberty ceremony I got out of my makeup and jewellery and took another Halfsaree and wore it. I took out all the jewellery but seeing mehedi on my hands and legs is still embarrassing to me. The next day the priest of the temple called us to his home. My mom and I got ready to go to his home. But I was really nervous that what's going to happen to me in the navaratri festival......
After we went to his home he welcomed us and asked us to take a seat. Now the priest started talking to us. He said that my ritual is really powerful and may be I may feel the presence of divinity in my body in these nine days. There may be a slight chance that the goddess may take over my body for sometime and talk to the villager to solve their problems and give her blessings. At the time she possessed my body I also will talk to the goddess directly in that sometime.
I was shoked and nervous about possessing my body by the goddess. But I can't say anything because this is all happening to me to escape from my bad Horoscope and I get to live. The priest said that from today till the navaratri festival is over, I will be staying at the temple like a devadasi and only wearing the Apsara attire in the temple. While the ritual I will only be wearing pattu pavadi. But after the moment the goddess possessed my body Then I will wear saree till the Navaratri festival is over.
On that day at the night I changed into my Apsara attire bit the cold breeze sent shivers through my spine. The next day the festival was started. I was called to clean and do the Pooja to the goddess first in the morning before anyone. I did my Pooja in the early morning 5 in my pattu pavadi and went back to my Apsara costume and did the temple work and did my dance performance. The next day the second I completed the Pooja I felt some thing going in my body and I can feel the power. I started making sound slowly and I can't stand properly. My mom and the priest understood what's going on and held my hands immediately. But after sometime I became normal. Then the priest said that I was feeling the power to divinity and this is just a fraction of it and I will feel even more in the coming days. This made me really anxious and did my temple work. From next day the priest said me to do my Pooja in the evening so that people might talk to the goddess when she possess me.
From the next day I did my Pooja in the evening and the same feeling came again. And the priest and my mom held my hands again. This continued to till the eighth day. I felt the power but she never possessed me fully. On the eighth day the priest said that I will be possessed by the goddess the next day for sure so they will be doing some things to me. I was anxious what they were going to do to me.
The next day I wore my pattu pavadi and put all my jewellery and the nose rings and earings and necklaces and bangles and more feminine jewellery. I look like a girl from every angle. They gave me a dia to hold in my hands and we went to the goddess to do the Pooja. We went to the goddess and the ladies there made me to sit infront of the goddess and applied turmeric paste to my whole body. My hair was totally loose and it was till my waist. They did the Pooja and then suddenly I felt the same power flowing through me. I suddenly started making sounds and my mom and the priest held my hands. I was shaking vigorously and and screaming like crazy. Then they took the aarti and made me calm from shaking while they were doing this I saw a bright light and then I saw the goddess.
Then the people were asking solutions for their problems and I was just stood still and watching the goddess talking to the people. Then She looked at me and asked to what I wish for? Then I asked the goddess to get out me from my bad Horoscope. Then she said "I will get you out your danger but there is a price to pay to get what you want. Will you be still wanting to get rid of it?" She asked. Then I said " Yes, goddess I will pay anything to get rid of my bad Horoscope". The she said fine then blessed me and said that I will be living like a woman for the rest of my life that is the price I pay. And I will be transformed into a girl in the next three days. I was mortified and asked the goddess not to make me a girl but the goddess said that I will eventually love being a girl. And this is the only way out of my situation and saying that she disappeared. After that I became unconscious and my mom took me to the room and placed me nicely on the bed.
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